Today is a yucky day

Today sucks.

I cried today and I can't remember the last time I cried. That is a rarity for me. It used to be I cried at least weekly.

Crying sucks. It makes your eyes puffy and red, and makes your contacts all gritty and blurry.

I went to the gym to try to work off some emotion, and it worked for a while, until Abs Man started talking to me and asked what was wrong. Is it that noticeable? And then Jesus the Trainer said I didn't look like I felt good. Yep, I don't feel so hot, but it's not because I am sick.

Anyways, I'd vent more, but it's really nunya.

Elisa